iam a bit frustrated

being a college student means you have found your truly self.
and me, i just realized that here's not the place where i should have been.
i feel being trapped, lost or am i an ungrateful person who have griped for many times?

here it began,
when i had not belong to any university yet, i was really really hopeless.
i always failed in many tests. *it sounds horribly. LOL
my sister recommended me to join a test (which i am a student of the college now)
but i brushed it off. i mean, i was pessimist. i had failed before so what for joining any test?
but she keeps trying to persuade me and so my mom did.. so i had no choice.
i said yes.
she chosen me the majors that i am blind about O_o'

now, i am in bad situation. i'm down and just messy.
i'm not interested with subjects. i am able to conceive but as you have no spirit to. that's useless.

i wish i got design graphic class.
but my mom doesn't seem to agree bout my choice.
i just don't know what to do then.
i'm afraid if i fail here. i have my own plans mom!!!
geeeeeeeez!

should i quit?